Whatever I Fear Lyrics

there's almost nothing left
you eat my kind for breakfast 
what did i expect 
to come here and find anyone?
find open arms to greet me
and friends to feed me
i sicken myself so much
and you eat my kind for breakfast
you eat my kind

Chorus:
whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me
whenever i let my guard down, whatever i was ignoring
whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me
whatever i have been given, whatever i have been


seeing myself this way
i am a  monster i believe 
and seeing is believing
is there no doubt left
when i wake up i poison myself 
and poison leaves no appetite
i sicken myself so much 
i sicken myself so

(chorus)

did we expect these things to change
by waking up and suddenly there they are 
and all i need's a starting place
and nothing ever seemed so hard...

(chorus)

SONG:  Dam Would Break

is it this place that makes me fall from you 
forget the words that once rang so true
did we expect that life was ever fair, my god...
i sowed a field of rose and reaped a whipping rod
and everything i've held too tight inside
could make a part of me die
and if my lips could only speak the name
the dam would break

what is this ice that gathers 'round my heart 
to stop the flood of warmth before it even starts
it would make me blind to what i thought would always be
and every hour of every day
i need to fight from pulling away
and if my mind could only loose the chain
the dam would break

for all the things i hid away
and all the words i could not say
the dam would break